working class

yeah, we went to explore the hood today.it rained.it was windy.i stumbled through the streets.
as a bag lady of honour i tow flats everywhere.it was a short trip anyhow.what the fuck happened to the weather?the surround seems nice though.and yeah, besides i am still living between trash bags and boxes.
a true bag lady at heart.

i am wearing: biker jacket (diy studded+cut), denim shirt: zara, pants: f21, shoes: gojane

WHEN MY ASHRAF WAS DIAGNOSED AS......

Just because of high fever when my ashraf was 6 months,now he's having a HEARING PROBLEM!!! Yupp,my baby ashraf cannot hear anything when we talk to him,calling his named or asking him to do sumthing or take sumthing. Mmg as a mother,aku sedih gak la but i must be strong utk terima semua dugaan from Allah SWT! 

so today me and hubby went this shop called THE HEARING SOLUTIONS located at Brickfields!! this place jual all types of hearing aid,and at the same time ada buat test for people yg ada hearing problem. my ashraf pun ada buat hearing test,and the test was sound like a BEEP sound but mmg klu normal hearing mmg bingit sgt but my ashraf still no response. From low frecuancy to highest frecuancy but my ashraf still no giving any response. Kalau dh smpai 2000htz pun aku and hubby yg boleh rasa bingit smpai berpinau mata tp ashraf masih lgi dlm keadaan sama. 

bila dh buat test but still sama gak,NO RESPONSE so the doctor suggest us utk buat operation for ashraf to put they call it CHOCLEAR IMPLANT utk letak dlm saraf telinga cuz my ashraf nyer saraf dlm telinga almost 90% of it dh rosak so the doctor told us klu using the hearing aid pun takkan bantu ape2. 

Now the main thing was MANA NK DAPATKN RM65000 for the operation???!!! WOWwW,mmg byk and of course masa aku dgr doctor ckp cost nk buat operation pun mcm nk pitam je bila terbayang byk sgt kosong2 tu kt rm65k. So buat masa skrg ni nk kena try mintak bantuan from health ministry tp klu boleh nk la secepat yg mungkin sbb my ashraf tgh nk belajar skrg so takut ganggu pembesaran dia. 

sampai sini je so sape2 yg dh baca, alhamdulillah sbb ada gak yg sudi membaca my story about ashraf and how i feel about him!!!!

until here...

assalamualaikum!!

Flying to Aussie today!

LEAVE A COMMENT AND SAY YOU'LL MISS ME!!

I'm 7 hours away from my flight and I can't feel any excitement. Everything in my family is so normal. Me blogging. Sis brushing her teeth. Bro online. Mum haircut. Dad working.

And I don't know why is my dad working still when we're flying tonight. Nonsense. I'll be back on 4 May; 2345.

Should I suffer from jet lag I'm going to die there cause when I reach Aussie it'll be 7 or 9am.

I'll be blogging about my Aussie trip when I'm back don't worry.
Notebook, pen and pencil are in my handbag.
Camera with 2 batteries.
Video camera.
ME!

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For my classmates.
Cognitive 6p.

Sephora Haul!

This is how my package came like.... I ordered a couple of items from the Sephora Website. I prefer ordering from there instead of the store now because they give me free samples each time I order. The only bad thing about ordring from the website is that it takes a week for the package to come. Also, you can't try it on. So if I were you, go to a Sephora store and try the items that you want and you can order online instead! They give free shipping if you spend over $50. If I were you, just buy another item to make your order total to the amount of $50 and return it to the store. They offer free returns. So here is my haul....



The Items that I bought are
-O-Glow from Smashbox ($26)
-Dr. Feelgood balm from benefit ($28)

3 sample that I got are: (free)
1) j'adore Eau de Parfum
2) Anastasua Brow Powder Duo
3) Philosophy Purity Made Simple

I also got a free Laura Geller primer deluxe sample because I spent over $100. Plus, they also gave me a Photo Finish light tube sample by entering a code at checkout! awesome!!!

HOHOHOHO!:)

Working make me tired, make me thirsty, make me hungry, make me sweaty & sticky, make me lazy to blog ..

but i still love my work :)

WILL UPDATE MORE ASAP.

I have so so much to say!

Should i cut my fringe short?

Btw the qijiemei post will be postpone or set as private post due to unforeseen circumstances.

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Yes, we are together(:

the number 24s.

post more about us soooon

MADison's

I think I'm going to have a screw or 2 loose in my brain soon or they already are.. UT aren't blood sucking enough, My blindness IS!

Damn it.

School's perfectly fine.
Am loving it more and more cause my classmates are really wonderful people.We share our troubles and I told some of them my secret.
Secret = REALLY secret. The one that bugged me for 9 years which I though I won't tell anyone.

Maybe that's the thing that make me depress during certain month of the year. I get pissed/ depress and wanna hug someone so I feel safe enough to cry like a baby. BUT THEN! I'll feel like I'm losing my pride. So no way am I going to that.




I think the shop is closing so I better haste this post and go back home to sleep.
Yes. I just had my dinner and blogging about it now.

Madison's.



I love their sandwich a lot especially their Hawaiian sandwich.
Juicy pineapple. Only when there's a sandwich then I'll eat tomato and cucumber.

When I was smaller I used to pick all of them out even though I'll be left with an empty sandwich of course will the meat and all still there. Now, I don't do that anymore.
Guess I grew up a lil and understand we just have to accept certain things in life. We can't have the cake and eat it or want everything in life to happen the way we want to be.

I'm not a bitch.
Life is a bitch. I think so.



My rocking nails that I got it done on Sunday while waiting for a friend to meet me at Bugis for Zam's gig.

Looks like the one I did for Chinese New Year.



Seee.
I was just pretending to be studying. Tomorrow's Science UT.
And I haven't study a lot on it. Wish me Luck.

Going home,
ClaireChing.

Skirts: Famous Women Clothing

One of the most famous types of clothing which is generally worn by women all around the world is a skirt. It is a cone shaped type cloth that is wear around the waist and cover all or some part of the legs. Skirt is mainly a type of ladies clothing, but in some parts of the world, it is also wear by the men. Kilt is a type of traditional knee length pleated skirt, worn by men in Scotland. Skirt

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man, dolls i missed you.hell yeah.thanks babes for your sweet comments xoxox
the last two weeks were...hmm...lets say interesting...we got our keys for the new flat earlier and i spent the last week mostly on my knees or crooked with a broom/sponge/brush attached to several body parts.sexay.
i want to thank mimi the sweetheart from style.la-mimi.com for her interview and her interest.big smoooooch.
thank you dear Sofia from modefeber.se for your invitation to the dagensoutfit category on your rad site!i really love your site.i do.
i also want to thank maria from chicisimo for her her feature, and thanks to the sweets from chicintuition too!gracie to you all.i appreciate.
wahhh, mommy is sooooo tired so good nite cherrypies!
love you
eszter
i am wearing: top:blackmarketbaby(thanks hun,i love the top), jeans:h&m, shoes:h&m, rings:f21+ebay.co.uk, earring:diy, shoestrap: ebay.com

Surprise surprise surprise!!

School is eating all my time. For the 8 days that I haven't been blogging blame school!
BLAME it.
Now I understand what is meant by too busy to blog. Its not can't be bothered.
It's too tired. Every night I reach home the last thing I wanna do is stare at the damn screen.
All my wrinkles and fine lines are coming out >:(

Blogging today cause I have no idea what is going on in class.
Sucking my blood dry.

Continued at 2.45pm

Presentation is over!
Free loader. Too moody to do anything and there's
UT for the next 2 days T.T

Had another shoot on Sunday, 24 May at Raffles' Place.
And I've got a couple of photos. I'll blog about it soon (:
I said I'll update again in the previous post. Didn't mention soon.



Went for my larling's, Zam, gig - Terribad - on Sunday!
His (Zam) the guy in black shirt with white prints and mic on his hands.

Though I sneak out during the gig - the music was too loud for my ear -he did us proud.
Real proud.

You sang well larling! =D

Here's the surprise. Ready??

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Got a stylist from Twister to shorten my hair.

I didn't suffer any great shock whatsoever.
All the while I've wanted to see how I look like with short hair since all the those at the end dried up, why not??

Now that I've seen enough, it's time for extension!!
No doubt. Extension. Serious.




After the gig.
He is my larling. Click here if you wanna see how he looks like.



I woke up at 6am that day for the shoot I mentioned above and ate my meals all together.
Breakfast. Lunch. Dinner.

The 3 of us shared a cab to Sim Lim Square for Hokkien Mee. On our way there I saw me!

Me: I'm in front leh!
Zam: Where?? *looking at green book van advertisement*
Me: There! In front. *points to figuring*
Zam: -__-" I thought its the van you know!

Searched through Sim Lim Square for my silicon keyboard cover but the price just went more and more ridiculous. Like $10 more expensive that kind of thing.



Anyhow, we walked to iluma and saw this gigantic ice-cream! Serves 3 - 5 person. Look at the price and imagine the size. The sight of it gave me a disgusting sweetness on my tongue.
I can't wait to see people eat it =D



Since the 3 of us couldn't finish such a big ice - cream which is damn obvious, we made do with a small one.



How well do you like my new haircut?
Freaking chio right! (if you really think I meant it)

I really need to go for extension la. Short hair like mine isn't easy to maintain. I have to spent 15 minutes drying it and still it won't be perfect. Now everybody will know I didn't wash my hair just by looking at it. Tsk!


There's UT tomorrow.
Gonna go to bed early, good night.
I'll update SOON. Cause I'm going to Aussie.

Love ya,
ClaireChing.

Western Women Clothing: Increase Your Style And Beauty

Now day’s many women prefer to wear western ladies clothing because of their comfort ness, styles, designs and looks. Most of the women generally think that western wear include luxury shirts, skirts etc. But actually western wear include something more than that. Today most of the women generally search about elegant styles feminine western wear. Flattering comfortable tops, jackets with classy

Indian Saree: Few Tips To Wear It

Women fashion have been changing over the years, but the one dress which is still famous among women is Indian sarees. In the today era when western costumes have a large impact on the market, saree is one dress which never lost its elegance and attractiveness. At many religious and tradition customs, saree is still worn by women. At various occasions such as wedding, saree is still the tradition

Giveaway!

Abcgrrrl is amazing! Follow her! She is having a giveaway, and I'm so inlove with the freebies. Check it out

Shopping Spree!

ahhh I've been on a shopping spree lately... I went shopping again ahhh. I really need to save some money! I want to show you guys my haul; however it's too much so I want to make a video instead. I went to Glandale mall today and bought so much clothes for summer. I really need to stop spending AND start saving! Watch out for a video soon! I've been lazy to make any videos lately. :(

Bridal Lehenga Choli: For An Exclusive Look For The Wedding Day

Bridal Dresses are always having a great significance through out the world. And when it comes to India, bridal sarees and lehenga choli are the traditional costumes which mainly wear at this occasion. When compare with rest of the world Indian bridal dresses are more stunning and colorful. Color such as red, pink, orange, maroon are mostly used for making bridal dresses. Especially the red color

Women Clothing Secrets For Looking Slimmer

Clothing style for women makes a lot of difference in their looks. Your little concern towards your clothing matters allot. Characteristics such as color, fabric, design and cuts are very important for your slim appearance for example in dark color clothes, women generally appear more slimmer than lighter color clothes, similarly your looks also depends upon many things such as thickness of cloth

I WAS SO SCARED LAST NITE!!!!

yesterday, my hubby came back early from his office cuz he's having problem wif his nose bleeding and it was non-stop bleeding from morning until evening!!!! it's all because he's HAEMOPHILIA... that's why aku cukup risau kalau hubby having cuts or injuries yg melibatkn darah sbb hubby akan amik masa lama utk baik tu pun klu hubby pegi GH and kena masuk ubat tambah darah!!!

so last nite bwk la dia ke hospital and kena refer to blood bank sbb hubby ada doctor dia utk penyakit dia. yg bestnye bila sampai hospital elok lak darah tu nk berhenti,tp bila dh balik umah tiba2 je hubby muntah2 and darah starting keluar balik kt hidung. but this time lg teruk lak sbb badan masuk angin and bila aku urut badan hubby,dia muntah2... but the scared part masa hubby nk mandi,tiba2 aku dgr sound hubby lain mcm je bila dia mcm tak cukup nafas... aku pun check hubby and muka dia dh lain bgtau aku yg dia tak boleh bernafas. mmg scary sgt sbb aku tak tau nk buat ape!!! aku try sudia relax jap maybe takut dia dh byk sgt muntah smpai tak larat lg.

sepanjang malam tadi mmg dia tak boleh nk tido!!! today bleeding dia dh pun stop but dia kena tahan ward sbb kena masuk ubat since dia pun dh byk kuar darah. Poor my hubby and tomorrow kena visit him and bringing some stuff for him to stay kt ward tu!!! seriously,hubby tak pernah lg kena teruk camni... 

oklah,that's all...

assalamulaikum...

May it continue..

A story of 7 crazy people since 2005. :)

To be continued.........

DOZING-OFF MODE..

LECTURES!!! with LOTS of sugars!

I was very alert at the beginning.. taking down notes, pop-ing chocolates, chewing sweet etc. But as the day goes, lectures never ending. I start to dozed off slowly . and ended up scribbling onto my book. In order to stay awake, I have to doodle!

Today we revised on drug calculations! And it's so maths, ok it is maths. Formulas, multiplication, division . Numbers make my brain rust faster. I never touch maths for a long time.. & I definitely don't like it. ):

1g = 1000 mg, 1 mg = 1000 mcg . 1g = 1000 000 mcg .

& medications............. I think I am still bad at it.

Mini discussion & presentation.

:B

Now I'm starting to feel the heavy burden of a staff nurse.

Will work hard to be a good nurse:)

It's not going to be easy though.

Some pictures of real humans.

FREEZING COLD ROOM.


Hope tomorrow will be a better, not hypnosis-kinda day :B

zzzzz~

Screwed up. Almost.

I've been feeling screwed up.
Right from my hair to my toe nails.

After the 10 May's shoot I've been considering hair extension.
The length. The thickness. And of course I'll choose braiding.
Okay! Let's make a deal ya?

Give me some suggestions on the length and thickness.
& I shall stop talking about hair extension until I got it on/ it gives me problem/ it is wonderful/ I got it out/ very sure I should not get it.




(continued on 20 May; 8.27am)
I was so tired yesterday! My sis was half drunk and woke me up in one way or another.
So I cooked a pot of porridge, went to bathe, wracked the whole thing (including the pot) cause it dried up.
& I threw the pot away. Shhh...

Mum didn't know I threw the pot away. I left the pot cover lying around. If she asks I'll tell her its lost. Then she'll ask my father. That's that.
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That's my outfit for the shoot.
I tucked my long dress in. Previously I wore it to school - almost the stupidest thing I've ever done - I stepped on it and almost fall on the bus.



Just a photo.
My hair was in a mess. That's why I wanna do something to my hair.
Dark rings too. See!

Okay. I'm having UT later on.
Will update again.

Love you,
ClaireChing.

Starts from today ......

My PRCP starts TODAY!:)
PRCP = Pre-Registration Consolidated Placement.
It is the final & most important attachment of all the student nurses. We will be working like a staff nurse, doing shift work for 3 months. Have to pass through it before we can graduate as a STAFF NURSE:)
JIAYOU everyone!!

Today till Wednesday are lectures & lectures to prepare us for the coming 3 months! I was really energetic in the beginning.. & slowly got bored .. then unwillingly dozing off at the back. I did write down notes & trying very hard not to dozed off.. IT'S HARD! -.-

One random thing(s) I did . :)

This handbook belonged to Eddry, designed by Alene & I!
Most of the lectures are meaningful, but some are sleep-stimulators!! I rather go back to the ward to work though. TWO MORE DAYS TO GO~:)
Can't wait to go to the ward to see what is my work schedules.
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I've got the EXCO pictures from the previous gathering! :D

OMG, i miss them~

I hope I can join them on the 30th/31st May!



Post some up here first :)

Yesterday(180509) - My cousin got married!:)

Only Alice & I looked so happy in this picture.

This is the only picture of both my cousin & his bride.

That night, I realised my cousin is in band & he blow the trumpet!!

that's how they know each other, for 8 years.

Best blessing to them:)



The younger cousins :)

Loves:)

The food there are not bad, I love the wasabi prawns!!

Only korkor & I love that dish, we ended up finishing the whole plate as no one like it.
End the night with a awkward Jr! :x

Some of my "zhilian" pictures!


Pimples couldn't stop poping after so many late late nights):
I know it's bad.. but I just want to enjoy myself to the fullest before I start my work.
And then I will work hard :)


________serious-sidetrack____________
I made a new friend:)
His name is DON.
He is a very cute little boy, he said he is almost 5 years old as his birthday fall on June. He got the cutest smile, with a very playful & friendly character. He said "mandarin" instead of "chinese". Got a very wild creativity.
One word : He is omg cute. ^^