toilet break..
I'm back:) mother's day on sunday. but dad celebrated it with grandma early. more like grandmother's day than mother's to me. he said it'll be crowded and might not be free so.. ya.

ah (suhaib) didn't attend school, 4 days in a row, and mrs shankar was like "claire. did suhaib tell you why wasn't he here?". so i was like tmd in my mind then reply her "yaya. he did. he called me on mon..."
He got FHM disease - Foot Hand Mouth.
it finally rained today! recent's weather made me so hot-headed and sweaty and smelly and and and. my face is glowing with oil and pimples are developing.. I'm gonna clip my fringe up or even wear a hairband to school tomorrow. Call me claire the geek:]

i don't wish to disappoint dad hence i came out with a to-do-list
- Edit ingredient list - 100g butter
- Chinese specimen paper 3
- Chemistry worksheet
- Shinglee wb; pg 126. marked Qn. Foolscap.
- Math wb. TB pg 346.; Ex 7u. Q6 & Q12.

not as though i can't finish them, just that i need that mood to study. i've been repeating this in my mind since march holidays. sadly, i haven't start study. aargh..
& i can't go on like this.

Okay okay. i swear i follow my to-do-list. how about blogging?? i don't feel secure without blogging. i got blogging disease already!!! omg..
my house have ran out of snacks while the world are running short of rice. i felt so pathetic when i search high and low for something to snack on after i finish my koko krunch and found nothing. then i saw 2 packets of ball cake, open up, took one, ate it.
bro: a!! er jie (2nd eldest sister in chinese) can not eat!!
me: why? got 2 mah. still go one more..
bro: cannot! another one is for my friend one.. in case my friend didn't have any to eat.

what the hell. i don't worth more than your friend.. it's like a mum hearing her child telling her "no. i don't want to go out with you."

speaking of this.. shiyuan pearline huikim xueting ruoning peiling bao and I were talking about conceiving. cos bao suddenly came to us and said alsa goth told her that she MAY NOT be able conceive for whatever reason. then shiyuan added that she wanna have a baby and enjoy the process of carrying a child in her womb, hearing the baby's heartbeat on and on.
I find pearline so cute, the way she speaks and describe things. haha. and shiyuan thought that i had sex with __ (different from the post about my dream).

shiyuan: i thought its real you know..
me: no la! if i really did it with him i don't mind people talking about it cos its true mah
shiyuan: - forgot what she said here -
me: ah. not bad what. if i really done it with him and i got baby. ah? not bad leh.. his quite good looking..
my girl.. nono! my girl will be ugly if look like him, must look like me, prettier. if my boy.. good good. can. my boy will be handsome. (mental process of mine)
shiyuan: he got money??
me: no la! my father also richer than him.
shiyuan: then don't want, don't want.

before that we talked about how our parents will react, below are the reacts of different parents

PeiLing: my dad will confirm whack me one loh..
Pearline: mine won't *with confidence*
ShiYuan: mine won't either lo.. * 10 times the confident of pearline"
Me: my dad won't whack me. he'll even raise the child up for me *how lian(proud)*
Pearline and shiyuan: ya lo. ya lo. mine will also do that..
so our conversation just went on and on.. till thinking about names and all. Pearline said she'll give her son a unique name, make sure nobody in his school has it and people won't laugh. so dick is out of her list.

and that was the key pouch i talked about on March.. April seems to be an empty shell. i only remember march..