had dinner with my family. sis told me about the score system that zhixiong gave __ and how badly he scored with all the little little things he did. told her i was exasperated by what they were doing. but i miss those sweet little things done when you have a boyfriend. aw.. yeah. tomorrow's granddad 1st death anniversary. 1 year ago, i was sobbing hard just before bedtime. now, i hardly feel a pitch. maybe we won't close.
anws, back to the score. elite* is way better than __ i added. frigging mood swing. cry. laugh. pester. not like he was able to tolerate it but i'm bias:D
& i feel happy just by looking at my toes.