Mr chaw is migrating! to Melbourne, i don't know where on earth is that place and his 'follow your heart' made everything that happened to me for the past few years flash through my mind.. but i was too into the fact that i got cheated by some bastard and kept bubbling in me. that thought made me so unsatisfied.
i swear i won't look at other's blog before i've done mine. its affecting the way i think in the sense that we have the same thought and i'll be a copycat or something. Live in the moment, learn the lesson and dump the past. Follow your heart.

I woke up this morning, tuned mum's stereo to i-thought-it-9.87fm cos i find 9.58fm irritating, they were playing is it you by cassie. and i freaked out.. "can skip song or not uh?" "oh ya, it's radio station, can't skip". occasionally i'm living in my head, that's why i smile out of the blue. and that turned out to be mix dot fm. since when did that station appear??
if you're the first person who call me i'll be thinking about you for the entire day. if its the first song i hear, i'll be mumbling or even singing it for the entire day. that's why i always make sure that there's silence when i wake up. pour a cup of water, drink it, brush teeth and look at the mirror. Like crazy..

math again! uncle just called, he said i gonna 'look after' my math lest something bad happen to my O. suhaib wasn't here again. why can't he be more responsible? it's O this year and he was uber-lucky to get to 4E while others are like else where. the main thing is i'm alone, bodoh!

Because jyss's teacher have no life (as joked by Vanan) they have soccer match with other school's teacher. His a fan of arsenal. so much a fan that their victory and non-victory match affects his mood.


I'm going to be honest and truthful, no more lying and covering. it'll be me:)
& mum brought us to Swensen'S

I was all prepared to leave for grandma's house to enjoy my nap cos she have a queen size bed with great comforter and nice cozy wind.
Mum: *picked up leaflet, walked and sat on her bed* aiya! i suddenly feel like eating Swensen'S..
Claire: *throw stuff on table and run to her* You damn what lo! i asked you to bring me there you don't want. now i want to go out you tell me you want to go Swensen's
Mum: *laughing like mad* okay la, change your clothes then go.

Few months later i'll be looking at this post and find myself really ugly. i really think that i haven't change a bit since young - facial features.

Fish & chips.

Mum took my fries. Bro took my fries. I was so irritated and glare at my bro.
Claire: *staring at bro hoping he'll know why*
Mum: why? he can't eat uh?
Claire: I haven't even touch any food. you take the fries i don't mind but he is younger than me so he gonna wait for me to eat first.
Mum: since when you become so superstitious?!
Claire: ma~ this got nothing to do with superstition, bro is rude enough already, i have to teach him.
Bro: *gives a smug face*
Mum: *giving him a sorry then, no-fries-for-you face*

done eating. i had my lunch at 3pm and dinner at 5pm. I guess i can really eat. Amos! want to go seoul garden?? okay.. I'm overestimating myself.. don't know what go in me. i have cravings and big appetite should continue with, i feel like eating sour plum. Dream on baby! I skipped my recess and that explains my craving. good. full stop.
I was taking photo after photo of myself.
Frosted chocolate malt.
Sweet till disgusting. i prefer earthquake. you have 4 of us (mum, dad, bro and me) eating if i can't eat on, i'll just tell dad and he'll finish them all.
Look at mum's face.. don't know what was wrong with her. Dad and I are trying our best or not so best to make sure mum buys some clothes and doll herself up and she always come out with lost of excuse. E.g. "I'm not free" "I seldom go out"
I know what she's thinking. why can't she let us choose her clothes? she have super duper sensitive skin = no make-up for her..

I always think that what is here on my blog doesn't reflect on who am I, you know??

so many taxi in singapore..