talked to dad about changing my specs cos i irk the one I have for 5 years. I don't even wear them lah. just that i want something that look sophisticated and cover my dark rings. julianah was like "chingmei. are you alright? you look tired." but i wasn't even tired at all -.-. "ya" thob added. I was like omg. then Jonas was so nice to explain on my behalf that's its gene. so to sum it up, i need a specs to cover up my dark rings.
went out to fetch bro after his chinese tuition and i saw tristan with kelly. they are so sweet that i felt diabetic. can there be someone out there whom I can share all my secrets with? like to know me inside out so that i don't have to speak non-stop in hope that you can be that someone?? its really tiring and most of the time, pretence.
even dad don't know what's running in my mind, i told him that __ like me though he knew it long ago he kept it to himself and see how long it takes for me know. not that i didn't realise it. i simple chose not to. i tried to but it gave me moodswing then pissed me off. even told me to consider him..