i'm so pissed off right now. what the hell i did to deserve this, someone tell me. since when i fecking ask alex and jj for stead? i fancy neither of them and don't have such thick skin to do such shameless thing. and now some biatch or bastard told alex that i told kristie i slept with jj. what is wrong with that person. i merely doze off beside him so many weeks ago and now rumours are floating like icebergs, making me look like some whore. spoil my weekend.
& i'm sleepy.
okay. now i don't dare to sleep. i have alot of homework and i've yet to touch on mr vanan's compo organiser. i woke up by a really bad bad dream. dreamt of me marrying __ out of rush as well as dad's pressure and regretted the next day and had a divorce -.- don't let me see __. he did nothing to me but now i'm so afraid of seeing him. even the thought of anything related to him send shiver down my spine.