there's some big problem with my house. my nose starts to itch after home for a hour or more. i feel like sneezing but i can't. i took my grandma's medicine before bed and had problem waking this morning, i can't even open my right eye. it felt as though something was sitting on it and i have to walk out of my room, stand outside the door and force my eyes to open up big enough for me to see.

Alone, i walked to school. Alone, i walked up the stairs. School was as usual. Chinese then math. i went to the toilet and called my aunt after i messaged mum but she didn't reply me until i called my aunt. She was on her way down when aunt already reached main gate. Sorry mum. It was easier to get myself out of the school with aunt than friends. i just wrote all the stuff like name etc and left the school.

had prata with aunt and outside that shop there was construction going on.. they were removing the tar and stuff from the road and drilling etc. the was pungent. Really. but i can hardly smell much. my aunt was like "very smelly, we are here at the wrong time". Minutes later.. "ya, very smelly." then we change out sit. We bought some grocery and headed to grandma house.

grandma: *looking worried as usual* how come you come here?, mummy know?. did you tell her?...
Claire: *waiting for her to finish questions and memorise them* I'm sick, got horrible blocked nose, i can't sleep last night, i took medicine, yes mummy know I'm here, i got tell her...

I took a bath and went to bed. woke up, had lunch and changed for school (there was chinese extra class). I was like wth when i saw my uniform. i stuffed it at the metal rack with grandma's clothes and there was alot of crease. so i iron my clothes and went to school. and grandma questioned me again "you said you told mum you're here, why she didn't call?" I was like "you already said she know already, call for what"

My entire family was talking about how her memory is deteriorating but i tried to hide that fact. I don't want my grandma to forget me.. i want her to live for 20years more. look at my child grow and call her great-grandma.

After chinese extra class, i asked huili out to get a colour contact with me. Went to her house, took her sis's heels and went out. that uncle was giving her pay-me-more-and-i'll-do-a-good-job kind of attitude. i almost asked that uncle how much you want but be nice be good. dont' be evil. okay. i took 15 minutes to choose my geeky specs.

Claire: am i a troublesome customer?
Lady: nope, i have alot far worst than you. They took 2 to 3 hours to choose a specs.
Claire: Wah! at least i'm better.
Lady: this shop is small and have a small variety. the one i had at east coast was bigger and that person tried all the specs then the table were filled with specs.
Claire: wtf -.-

that was called mental process. i don't want to use vulgarities cos it's rude and unrefined. if dad hears it, he'll pull my ear. here is my long wordy post. I'm going to simei with sis, mum and bro. to collect sis's friend's phone.