Soft hearted

It never appeared to anybody I'm soft-hearted. Everybody around me with one don't end up well - often cheated or taken advantage of.  Am one of them, I just can't help doing it since they're always so willing to and.. they don't mind do they? 1 less thing for me to do.

Being so is a weakness. I do my best to hide it. Force myself to do things which benefits me however I can't bear to. We all have to admit it. Life is at times cruel and selfish if you concentrate on others' happiness, you forget your's. Take a turn. You're now being taken advantage of. You sure you're this selfless? Why not ask if you're happy with it.

Soft hearted is not a label that'll put you in Forbes list but a thing making you an easy target to trample on. Don't say you're going with the flow. LEARN! DO IT! Speak for yourself, nobody will do it for you, only you can. Till then you're prolly nothing.

COOL RIDER by Michelle Pfeiffer from GREASE 2

Lyrics | - Cool Rider lyrics

here we are now, entertain us

"we cant do anything to change the world until capitalism crumbles.
in the meantime we should all go shopping to console ourselves."

in other news, dont forget i love you kiddos
i am just damned busy
kisses
eszter

pic:source, quote:banksy

Knee Length Dresses

Knee length dresses are best to wear at many occasions. They are sassy for an evening, sophisticated in office, classic at cocktail party, ideal for beach wedding, casual while hogging out, easy for shopping.

There is big number of women for whom knee length dresses are most preferable attire. You can wear it any where you want; just you need to touch it up according to occasion. For parties you can select shinny or beaded knee length dress. For office keep it simple or you can have a simple waist belt with it. Have a simple sleeveless dress good for your casual wear. Older women can carry this kind for dresses easily.
Even teenager can follow fashion with this type of dresses like one shoulder knee length dress or thin strap knee length dresses.

Sweet Red Knee Length Dress

Casual Knee Length Dress

Beach Wedding Dress

Fashionable Knee Length Dress

Formal Office Wear

Beaded Knee Length Dress

Black And White Knee Length Dress

Semi Formal Knee Length Dress

Casual Knee Length Dress

KAWAN UNTUK SELAMANYA

insya'alah selagi diizinkan ALLAH swt,we will always be besties forever!!!AMIN...

RING A SLING

wooohooo,finally dpt gak beli baby sling ni! dah lama nak sgt sbb pakai baby carrier turun temurun buatkan bahu aku sakit sampai ke belakang. nasib baik dpt beli masa gi baby expo jumaat ari tu so tak payah la beli dalam online. lagipun rasa was2 la nk beli online sbb tak tau material kain tu elok ke,tebal ke, ring dia senang patah ke so tu yg buatkan aku teragak2 nk beli. tu yang beriya sgt nk gi expo tu sbb nk cari baby sling je.

pusing punya pusing last skali jumpa la jugak booth yg jual baby sling tu product from MUMMYHUGS. mula2 cam tak nak beli tp bila pikir balik benda tgh buat promotion tu yg kena gak beli sbb dah murah. mmg puas hati sbb comfortable sgt and xde la rasa sakit2 bahu lgi, at least the baby also duduk selesa gak.

so next time kalau ada ape2 expo about baby stuff should go la sbb time tu la diorang ada buat mcm promotion. errrkk,cam biasa kemalasan mula melanda jdi sudah kering idea la pulak. 

jumpa next time ngan entry lain la ye..

assalamualaikum

bubyyeee.

 posing dan posing with lil Adli....

Love

I'm not preaching about love neither am I flaunting my bf. All I want is say thank you.

There's no time for me to blog via laptop, everytime I switch on I'll tell myself to finish the goddamn programming assignment RP given us. Honestly, I love HTML. More than Java, definitely, but I'm too good at procrastinating, I think I can never complete it on time thus this lengthy post with photos that's almost irrelevant below so I won't tell myself I need to blog then kick it aside.

Edelyn's finally back from China! Been waiting forever. She's like a sister to me I think we've got lost from each other somehow I don't know how.

Okay.

THE BABIES!!!

entry this time about babies la ekkk... okayyyy, starting with my sister nina yg dh pun dpt 2 adorable baby kittens yg trsangat la comelsss mcm mak dia aka ming ming. aku pulak mmg suka usik ming ming sprt jua aku mengusik ank2 buah aku yg lain but this time aku suka amik baby ming ming and tgk gelagat seekor kucing bergelar ibu yg terlalu risaukan anak dia. nk dijadikan citer aku pun amik la baby ming ming and kurung mummy dia dlm bilik so that takde la dia kacau aku main2 ngan anak dia. hahaha sgt kejam diriku,oohh yeahhh!!

jdi dpt la aku main2 ngan ank dia walaupun ank2 dia memekak je kuat tp cute! aku pun letak la kat adli but luckily adli tak pulak nk gomoi teruk2 si chess tp bila chess start dtg kt adli,dia pun merangkak ke belakang balik sbb takut trpenyet si chess nnti tak pasal2 jadik kucing penyet bukan ayam penyet ye. 

 mikail with babies..

 little ones....

adli playing with chess..

so like tengok baby bermain sama ngan babies cuma berbulu je la. elok lak dua2 merangkak dan menggigil kaki. menurut sister ku nina, ming2 ni dianggap sprti anak pompuan dia cuma version berbulu la jadi anak2 kucing ni merangkap cucu sedara berbulu aku la...

oklah kemalasan sudah melanda dan kaki ku sudah melecet sbb kasut ku yg dh off season tu. oklah sambung kemudian ngan entry lain ye. chooowwwww...

assalamualaikum

from me to u..

Post night

Night is okay but having pimples after that is terrible!!! :'(

Pimples, please go away soon!!

I'm done & going for D&D now!! Can't wait :D

*Hope my camera wont low batt!!*

BABY EXPO AND HUHHHHAAAA WITH BESTIES

Semalam pegi MidValley coz ada baby expo kt MVEC. saje jalan2 with nina,mum and kids lagipun nina nk cari stuff for baby dia while aku lak saje nk tgk kalau ada ape2 yg menarik. dpt jugak aku beli toys yg agak murah hanya RM10 and baby ring sling from MUMMYHUGS yg dijual kt expo ni sgt affordable utk dibeli sbb got discount lgi.

toys with music sound  

the one i want it so much..BABY RS!!!

after jalan2 with nina and mum, aku jumpa lak ngan besties ku yg sgt gila2. dgn bertemankan anak masing2 so tak boleh la nk leka sgt sbb bdk2 ni pun asyik nk melasak je. dh penat brjalan cari tempat duduk sian lak nnti mak buyong sorang tu penat. while yus lak minah ni baru lps pantang baby ke-3,she bring her 2 askar but nasib baik la tak berapa lasak sgt but me yg bawak ashraf trpaksa brdepan ngan tantrum dia yg bila nampak toys je main pakai tunjuk je nak toys tu tp bila tak dpt dibantainya buat drama king guling2 atas lantai but bila sogok food terus senyap..

 the kids enjoying playing the balloon..

 mak buyong tembam and shidah..

 me with shidah..

 gonna stick together forever ye!!

saya sangat sayang kamu semua tau my besties!!! sentiasa di ingatan... lps ni kita jumpa lagi tau without kids and after zihan give birth.. dan aku tersangat la malas nk melalut dan mengarang byk2 sbb kekeringan idea sbb blom mandi lgi!! hahahaha...

assalamualaikum n jumpa lain hari pulak!

bubyeeee..

3 more days to D&D,

And I STILL haven't find my ideal dress:( Okay, I found a dress that I will get if I really can't find the ideal one. Boo.

Alot of people say skinny people can find clothes easier, and can wear anything & look nice! BUT I think it's wrong saying!!!!!! I couldnt find a dress... & sometimes feel so no confidence cos I got no shape:(  

Okay, night shift starting in 4 hours time!!

randomnessessss

#1+2 random shots. caca shades in full force.

#3 gimme more. via topshop.

#4 niiiice. from here.

#5 yeah, kid seems really exited to spend some quality time with us.
and yes, the side eye runs in the fam.

and yes, he is also forced to wear caca.

through all the years i still love this.
if you read this davey,
CALL ME


clothes: shorts+cardi:topshop, sheer shirt: american apparel

edit: kids: h&m

549days.

Toh Jiarui, it had been 1 year and 6 months since we are together

<3

you know you are important to me. (:

Egg tarts!

x

For an update

Can't go on without updating my blog. I won't be at ease even when I'm out shopping. "Gosh! I need to take photos. Need to do interesting things. I NEED TO BLOG!" such thoughts flood my mind.

Moments when I stop and think, my blog's quite the thing that kept me going. Times when I'm so depressed /hit rock bottom/ became suicidal, blogging comes to mind. It's not in me to share problems though, I'm well, a chatterbox.

Thus the only choice I'm left is here. FOR AN UPDATE!!! (cause I need to)




Made several trips to City Plaza after school when half of their shops were closed, went again yesterday and it was freaking mad hot I tell ya'! I promised myself, like it or not I must get something otherwise it won't be fair.

And there I bought this - fringe clogs - for $30. *WAH*
Super worth it! But not what I wanted. Something without fringe. Plain. Oh wells. Blame my UK7 feet. They ran out of size. Settled for this. As I'm typing, I have the clogs under my feet :D

The Wholesale Shop sells clothes below $20! Or at least that's the price for items I picked. Located at 2nd last floor.

And, I have a confession to make...

I'm Starbucks Christmas Blend ADDICT!
On normal days I'm rarely seen with one. NOW! I have my own tumbler and always a Christmas blend. Speaking about it, everyone of you addict out there should get one.

Why?

1. You get 50 cents off
   Found out when I brought it to SB.


2. Environmental Friendly
   Green is the new black. I have a recycling bin at home!


3. You don't need to wrap serviette round your drink
   Double layer plastic traps water droplets in-between.


4. Don't look 'dirty' like soft plastic cups.

Go get one now!

Today seems long~

Is it true that when you are older, time passed faster? It's like just November not long ago and now it's already end of November. One more month to the end of year 2010. And I already cleared 1 year of my 3 years bond :)

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Toh Jiarui!<3

 Been a long time since we two took decent photos together~ Love it! Love him!:)

And I was telling him that maybe its time to change his facebook display picture. haha, so I volunteered to help him to take a new one. I think it's nice but he think his head look big! -.-

hahahahaha.

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HK cafe-ing, with this crazy girl~

Missed the old times slacking over there. Times where our money seems endless, though we are not working. haha, & really love the round table which we always request to sit at.

Love this picture of us.

& they gave Manda a belated birthday present for her birthday month!

Seeing Manda driving make me feel like getting a driving license soon but only auto! It seems a lot easier than manual. haha.

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Presenting to you a very cute picture of myself~

Night shifts next week, duh :(

SGH's Dinner & Dance is next Saturday, 27th November! I am sure looking forward to it, cos it is my first D&D!!:D and its at resort world!!! hee! BUT it is after my night shift & I haven't buy my dress for the night :( Hope it is still going to be fun, although it's just dress pretty-ly, eat nice food & take lots of photos?