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i'm so pissed off right now. what the hell i did to deserve this, someone tell me. since when i fecking ask alex and jj for stead? i fancy neither of them and don't have such thick skin to do such shameless thing. and now some biatch or bastard told alex that i told kristie i slept with jj. what is wrong with that person. i merely doze off beside him so many weeks ago and now rumours are floating like icebergs, making me look like some whore. spoil my weekend.
& i'm sleepy.
okay. now i don't dare to sleep. i have alot of homework and i've yet to touch on mr vanan's compo organiser. i woke up by a really bad bad dream. dreamt of me marrying __ out of rush as well as dad's pressure and regretted the next day and had a divorce -.- don't let me see __. he did nothing to me but now i'm so afraid of seeing him. even the thought of anything related to him send shiver down my spine.

had dinner with my family. sis told me about the score system that zhixiong gave __ and how badly he scored with all the little little things he did. told her i was exasperated by what they were doing. but i miss those sweet little things done when you have a boyfriend. aw.. yeah. tomorrow's granddad 1st death anniversary. 1 year ago, i was sobbing hard just before bedtime. now, i hardly feel a pitch. maybe we won't close.
anws, back to the score. elite* is way better than __ i added. frigging mood swing. cry. laugh. pester. not like he was able to tolerate it but i'm bias:D
& i feel happy just by looking at my toes.

Labour day

i haven't start blogging and feel like sleeping already. labour day was obviously yesterday. went out with sis, her boyfriend and jeffreyyan. grandma asked me to pray at bugis that's why i insisted in going out even though the weather was like a furnace.

mum was nagging for a whole long period while i was eating my lunch that all those conflict was cause by me -.- I no longer ponder why people around me love their mum so much, have such good relationship with their mum while I'm quarreling with her every now and then.

She can yap as much as she wants. I don't care. the entire family seems to be turning against her which makes me think that I have done nothing wrong. and should just let her be..

somehow i think i overdressed abit with the knee-length socks and boots. jeremy.Z was like "aiyoo! singapore so hot still wear boots". but the last time i wore it was CNY...

we were walking in the furnace and finally made our way to the food court. food court and coffee shop always freaked me out when i'm about to die of starvation. those food just seem so unappealing.

i'm too tired to think. those little ideas running in sis and her boyfriend's mind nearly killed me. OMG. now i know how he feels/felt. frigging irritating. stop it.

she reminds me of someone:)

after their lunch, we went to virtual land. sis's boyfriend, ZhiXiong, wanted to kiap something up for her. so sweet luh.. but failed.

we went to Top-1 and the price was ridiculous. cabbed down to cinileisure's K box. that was my 3rd time to kbox. 1st was sec 1, 2nd was sec 2.

i had serious problem singing with a mic. sis even said "you know, she's my mei and this is the first time i'm going to listen to her sing" damn sarcastic! i've been singing at home everyday.
& boyfriend was the song that I sang more than 200 times.

~~sis~~zhixiong got sis her gucci bag. it look so market. like those aunties put spring onion in. hahaha. I got a key pouch:D the one she bought a month ago.