3 cheers to my new blogskin!

i'm home! wanted to pass geraldchan the polo tee jeffreyyan left at my house but for whatever reason he was at katong. dad's been telling me how worry he is about my studies which is O that he is implying and he sense 0 urgency. i just don't have the mood to study though i said i only feel better after i studied. I told deb about it when i was having those moodswing which made me cry like some depress teen.

anybody wanna go out this saturday? i need to get my F&N ingredient. its some kind of paper like thing called filo pastries and mdm teo have totally no idea what the hell is that. so i have to go to suntec on saturday. any any??

vanan said my essay on heroes was unbelievable as in he won't even want to give me the benefit of the doubt that something of such will happen. and i spent 15 minutes to draft out everything for my draft. like draft's draft kind of thing.
see. i bought this book on 8 march. sadly, i'm still reading it. i've been coming online every single day, watch Tv, neglect my studies and thinking about slacking somewhere breezy and hopefully. gossip.
i spoilt my camera's LCD and now my calculator. sending it for servicing when F&N practical's over cos i don't know how long they'll take to get it fix then back on my hand. 5 months before O level so i dug out sis's calculator from the cardboard high up with a chair which i stepped on and pull myself up a little to get it.
its battery leaked. went to grandma's house and she's asking me the same old questions, "mummy at home ah?", "mummy doing what?", "sis got come back?", "does she know that you're here?", "why did you come when aunt is going to work in 10 minutes time?". i promise i will answer her questions without those sucky attitude. i've lost my granddad and don't wanna miss the chance of spending time with my grandmothers.

had dinner with dad then Swensen'S. i ordered my ice-cream, Nutty Mighty. when we were done eating, one of the girls who sat behind dad broke her tall glass.

me: a. pa, if i broke a glass need to pay or not uh?
pa: don't know leh. what ah, i ask.
me: don't want la..
pa: *china waiter walk pass* ah ah ah.. if i break the glass need to pay or not?
china waiter: no need. even if you burn the table also nevermind.

dad picked up the tab later on and that waiter was like, "didn't break the glass uh? break la, its alright de anyway not i sweep one.."

talked to dad about changing my specs cos i irk the one I have for 5 years. I don't even wear them lah. just that i want something that look sophisticated and cover my dark rings. julianah was like "chingmei. are you alright? you look tired." but i wasn't even tired at all -.-. "ya" thob added. I was like omg. then Jonas was so nice to explain on my behalf that's its gene. so to sum it up, i need a specs to cover up my dark rings.
went out to fetch bro after his chinese tuition and i saw tristan with kelly. they are so sweet that i felt diabetic. can there be someone out there whom I can share all my secrets with? like to know me inside out so that i don't have to speak non-stop in hope that you can be that someone?? its really tiring and most of the time, pretence.
even dad don't know what's running in my mind, i told him that __ like me though he knew it long ago he kept it to himself and see how long it takes for me know. not that i didn't realise it. i simple chose not to. i tried to but it gave me moodswing then pissed me off. even told me to consider him..

i feel so retarded looking at my previous blogskin.. it's getting uglier. Suhaib aren't here today. Again. who am I gonna talk to in class?! its really boring and draggy without anybody to gossip with. sis is out and won't be home in the next 2 or 3 days. i hope she won't call home or sms me so i can sms her "where are you ah? coming home or not??". seeing her everyday doesn't make me wanna talk to her. just like what it is in the past, she's always home and we ended up arguing like everyday. napping is my hobby:) it helps to burn calories like 6 and hour?? better than studying but it's a need.

morning assembly was like talking about living like there's no tomorrow and the phrase 'be grateful' was being repeated 8 times. i heard shiyuan telling pearline 'he said that sentence 8 times'. now i really feel like getting a tattoo since sis got one when i was sec 1 and i only live once don't I?