I have a sudden love/urge in blogging which haven't been in me for so long. my heart is itching for my fingers to move:) cos i'm 4cm from 170cm!
yeah! drink milk and sleep more = grow taller faster. i told aunt about how not far am I from 170cm and she actually goes "omg. please please. enough already. stop growing taller. you won't be able to find a husband in the future"

yaya. and sis is always ALWAYS! laughing at me for having ex shorter than me. way shorter kind. like 7cm shorter than me that kind of thing(person). but there's only one who is this short.
& she have been laughing for the past few years

sis told me that she'll be home and pass me the jeffreyyan's fruit of labour. However, she did not. and jeffreyyan have been complaining about me calling him in full name all the time. on my blog. on phone. all the time. even huichen noticed it.

it's such a waste of electricity if i were to on a lappie and desktop just to watch a drama. small screen is better than nothing.
I thought sis was lying about coming home and passing me jeffyyan's fruit. woke up during midnight, saw my sis carrying and bag "what's with the sneaky behaviour?" I questioned and got her to off the night light before leaving.
Received a message from her later on, telling me that she left jeffyan's fruit in my shoe. WTH. in the shoe -.-

if you ever know my mum, she doesn't really observe things that's happening around her and i don't want to be like her. so I've been observing things really hard. often out of curiosity. and so i spotted a 'call me' tape of my shoe. See~ up there.

after mum got out and all. i went to the living room, took out the money which is the fruit.. we've made peace but my stupid suggestion on going home in the middle of school time yesterday messed up everything. there's construction going on almost everywhere in tampines making it so hard to cycle around the neighbourhood. plus the lift upgrading system have yet to start at my block! omg. it'll be noisy, dusty and annoying. how am i going to sleep.. move to ah ma's house:)
choonhan bought me tissue! how sweet of him luh.. i want my tissue holder back!! that frigging Starbucks trip wasted my money and blew my tissue holder away. tsk* now i don't have tissue to use. thanks choonhan!
had math tuition today. went to grandma's house, took a nap, had dinner with dad. now I'm home. dad's friend got us 3 squashy piggy toy from China. sometime i think, in fact all the time. i think that I'm a kid. gullible. even a simple toy can make me feel cheery. $1000 again:p mum's complaining that I'm not saving up. why should I save up when you keep lying to me about my bank balance. i don't even have that much you're talking about.

the toy.

I'm having itchy fingers and blogging mood. my rumour are floating around in the school. perhaps only the 4th floor or that jerks' clique. but look what I've found out!!!

Dawn Yang is a uber-famous blogger in blogosphere. and all know that she is after plastic surgery beauty. I know I should get a nose job and so many many plastic job but i love my mum and dad. it'll be a waste. mum gave birth to me. and people go, "oh! who is this girl? *look at my plastic face*"

ya. whatever. look what I've found on the net!! photos of dawn yang before surgery. OMG. surgery makes wonder. way better than make-up.
I'm not being mean. but just curious.
at least she's skinny. she looks cute don't she??
and it's so long since I went for a picnic. can someone bring me to pasir ris park at least? they've just finished upgrading it.
peace or twist.
anyway, sis was the one who found these picture. :D
http://gssq.entori.net/Dawn/before/Dawn_b4.html

New found

The weather is unbearable!! OMG. I got home and aim straight for the toilet, the water in the tub was so so cooling. made peace with mum. somehow i think she's trying to get back at me or something. its ridiculous about your mother as such. seriously i don't even know what is wrong with her. yes. menopause, i know that.

dad just came and asked if i look at his bank account-.- why should i do that?? i'm going to on my desktop and lappie the next time i blog.. its such spoilsport, watching drama on tiny winy screen.
bro's still eating seaweed despite dad telling him an important disadvantage for guys(you know what) which he heard from the broadcast.
and there's always this packet of thing in the seaweed to absorb moisture.
i wanted to recycle that piece of paper so i tore it, pour the whatever that is inside out and there's only powder.. but i felt so itchy breathing those powder in.
& there's rumour about me again ZZZ..

why can't this guys - note* it's guys not girls. the world is changing. first its climate and now, guys are spreading rumour. you loser cum sissy!
the Swensen'S at TampinesMall is opened:) went there with mum, dad and bro for ice-cream. and it was filled with customer. those seats in there are empty cos we went there late and people stopped coming in.
i ordered chocolate fondue, topless 5 and the waiter was like, "sorry, all those large one like fondue, apple crumble etc are out." even sticky chewy chocolate was out. so i ordered a giant earthquake rushly and dad was forced to finish everything :D
i woke up with backache and bloated tummy. went to school. as usual, bao and ning wasn't here. sat with roger, chatted with suhaib. he told me alot and i was yakking away with curiosity.
& i found that thumbdrive beside main gate. mdm teo asked me to pass it to her. if its your's, get it from her okay :D

my numb leg woke me at 9am. took a bath and jeffreyyan came to my house at 10am with my hair all wet and wrapped up as though i'm in a salon. dad bought lunch for me and mum refused to bother about me. at least she still do the laundry for me:p
there's tuition next week. chemistry worksheet to complete. and i feel like sleeping every single minute. what is wrong with me??!! went to grandma's house, slept there, had dinner there and went to giant with aunt, uncle, dad, mum and bro. now i'm home sitting in front of this screen alone in the living room with sis out to work, dad sleeping, mum and bro watching tv in the room. OMG. can somebody come out with a hectic schedule for me?? it really suck like anything bad you can think of.

went to far east with sis during evening(yesterday). she wasn't home the other day and came back telling me that she wanna do manicure. happily, we went out.

i don't know what am I going to blog about. my mind was filled with juicy stuff, now its nearly empty. chatted with ivan on msn and he got rather in fact very irritated by me. OMG why am I always irritating people? this is hell. hell damn shit.
we waited for the bus to arrive which took a decade so we walked to the interchange with me supposed-to-be-comfortable beach sandals. and sis was like how are you going to do pedicure later on?! with that you an idiot look.

i felt so killed.
she was thinking about her 5 minutes self-intro for her sunday interview through out the period we were on MRT. dad said i look like a pregnant lady with that tube dress. Zzz..
as usual we went to the top storey for noodle. hand-made.
& they say so many many types.
sis was so generous to treat me. making me feel like a freeloaded. i've been spending people's money and everytime they'll say"you're not working yet, nevermind."

i've been eating dumpling noodle like almost every other day..

after dinner we got to this nail parlour.
& their air refresher is so nice.
that is the place you sit when doing manicure. i rather do pedicure. they have comfy sofa. huggable cushion and foot bath.
this is my filled-with-generosity sis. she's doing manicure but still sitting beside me - to gossip of course.

it's me!
the have so many additional service. there's even little princess treat. to my surprise. gengkai's youngest sister was the first one whom i thought of. cos there's like no little princess which i know apart from her.

snap snap! i'm so curious about the happening and everything.

they have so many tiny winy fan.
i wore heels. that's why i bought a slippers from the parlour.
& our trip ended in havoc

Pisces
You should reach an important compromise with a friendly authority figure, today.

Whatever my horoscope is trying to preach, I only know that my eyes are running low in moisture with me facing the comp for like the entire day doing those editing and typing. My dad is in a foul mood. guess his next move is to stop me from going out. I've been meeting jeffreyyan, gerald chan and weiliang so frequently.

And i met jeffreyyan again, last night for dinner. dad was like "I called you just now and you said you don't need anything for dinner. you said no then now you want to go out for dinner"
Rather unhappy if you hear his tone. but i didn't want any coffee shop. I'm sick of eating at coffee shop. It's either fish soup, wanton noodle or some mixed vegetable rice.

I want nets!

I like that pink thing on the soba. It taste just-as-sweet as sugar:)
Lynette and Joanne was working there.
I was freaking tired, ate the meal as though someone just killed my entire family.
& it's time for me to buy more polish!
mdm teo told jonas and junior to get the vermicelli she packed in little plastic bag, ate it but it's not nice at all:(
Physic class at eureka. can someone force me to study or give me some motivation? i need to re-organise my life, add in all the extra classes' time and date, leisure, study plan, revision plan etc
my family is concern about my o level so much more than i do. i have been eating, drinking, shopping doing all sorts of thing and study... seems to be something outside.

aunt focus on my leisure, she makes sure that i don't get ground by mum or dad lest i turn into a lunatic due to stress

sis, spend time to gossip with me. which i think got nothing to do with my o.. indirectly i guess??
dad just give me whatever i want, allowance, tuition(s), funds for shopping and eating.
mum makes sure that i stay home and rest when I skip school:p

grandma play the role or nagging. eldest uncle hope i study well and look after is upcoming baby.

Suhada got hit by the broom.
ZhengYuan wanted to throw the broom up to 2nd storey, who knows it hit the wall, bounce back and hit suhada. now she's hospitalize.
He was so tense about visiting suhada in the hospital. anws he didn't do them on purpose.

Met Amos, Jonas, Junior, Roger, Edmund, Norani, Fareha, ZhengYuan, a 4T guy(don't know his name), Jervyn and Sam plus a guy who live in the same block as norani at the Sports complex.
They bought 'Hot' for suhada. waited for sam who was late and jonas who said he wanna go to the toilet. took bus 31 to simei - changi hospital.
bought flowers for suhada!
& it felt so valentine.

Norani on the left and Fareha on the right. they were writing notes like 'get well soon' on a piece of paper.
There's roses, daisy and roses&daisy. so i asked amos to get one with roses and daisy, balanced you see..
When I was writing on the note junior was like, "ah chingmei, your word is ugly for a girl." yes, i know that. my teacher have been telling me this since I was nursery. sarcastic but true.

reach there and it was filled with people from our school. shihui, huijia, jasmine, xueli, choonhan, wirdah, aisyah, khairi, huili, thob, Samson, a girl from 4n(don't know her name either), aryani etc.

There was even this uncle who asked jonas if we were having party cos there's like more than 30 people in the ward.
They even stood outside.
the lady in pink is suhada.
Get Well Soon! ms ng and mr kok went down too.
see. she's surrounded with gift like teddy bear and chocolate. the guy who live in the same block as norani even lend her his PSP.
We went down to 7-11 for some snacks, went up again and return to tampines for dinner.
& I love QUAKER.

I love me and I'm trying to change all my negatives.

Looks are deceiving.
& i have been cheated over and over again.

Earth Day

School was just as it is. wanted to stay at home but mum insisted that I have to go. It was raining so heavily outside and it stop after I got ready for school.

I was like WTF when I found out that I left my thumbdrive at home cos its the submission of decision making today which was supposed to be done long ago. and still its delay again. I overwrote my research with decision making, now i have to do everything again. ARGH!

Called mum and she was so kind to bring them down for me. actually its kind of her hobby - getting some important-yet-forgotten stuff down for us. Met her at side gate with suhaib.

huikim brought chocolate from home for us yesterday.

It seems to be a routine already.. meeting jeffreyyan, geraldchan and weiliang for night study. and weiliang will always be smoking instead of studying.
yeah. that idiot deleted me off his friendster for some unknown reason so why should i bother if he smokes or not.

met jeffreyyan for dinner first, geraldchan was having tuition while that guy who rip me off this friendster, i have no idea.

bought a can of 'whatever' and its some really diluted tea. dumpling noodle. all the coffee shop had already packed up, ready to go home. so i was left with this stall.
whatever -.-
bought my this month's female.